26.11.07 [n]

November 26, 2007

Meditation: I was feeling my brain. My vision seemed to invert and turn inwards into the head to look from inside under my skull at the brain. I heard a high vibrating sound somewhere in my ears or head. An object being there or not made no difference. Vision was soft, sounds were violently attacking me.

Observation of space / chair game: I was being observed as I observed. Whenever the other observer left, it was the wall continuing to observe me. I had the impression that objects or space in general was attending to me as much as I attended to it. I had little concern for the visual composition of the frame. I rather felt presences. Whenever we happened to be close to each other I had a surprisingly warm feeling of community, togetherness or even intimacy.

Sorry this is not as short as it should be. Shouldn’t ever appologize.

I am looking forward to dance. I haven’t danced for a very long time. I wonder what comes out.

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